Because I'm ill, who knows, perhaps with swine flu if I'm lucky, and I want to occupy myself with something other than studying and taking medicine. Being ill and my annual art block due to the exams doesn't leave me much choice though


Your 5 greatest achievements in 2009:

HubbaWHA? I don't have any, sorry. Oh, ok, I'll try.
1. um... deciding what to do in my life, directing myself to pursue happiness rather than sick ambitions.
2. passing EACH and EVERY SINGLE kanji test that I have passed. No, srsly, it's an ordeal for a dimwit like me every time
3. DevMeets! I took them after ~necner and I've been organizing them since.
4. Drawing progress. (When I start posting things like "drawing progress" it really shows that I don't have any more achievements XD)
5. Overcoming lots of my shyness towards people

Admit 5 things you regret from 2009:
1. drama
2. my ex
3. not getting a job
4. not quitting Japanology when I could
5. blaming on myself loads of things I didn't have to

5 things that made you happy in 2009:
1. DevMeets!!!!
2. My Love
3. My friends
4. Drawing
5. Books and music (NOW I sound emo-geeky but I really can't think of anything else)

Confess 5 things that irritated you during 2009:
1. Japanology
2. Drama-inflicting friends... and family They were a trail of disappointments, for one main reaason ;(
3. Men
4. The fact I've been always told I'm special, but in fact I'm average. (I'm starting to come to terms with it now, though)
5. Politics

Name 5 people who made 2009 great:
Sorry, but there's more.
1. Jacob, who loved me for what I am, not for what I'm attempting to be - and let me love him back.
2. Kaja, who's simply been a friend and made me smile in the hardest of times.
3. The DevMeet crew. Just the DevMeet crew, self-explanatory.
4. Tenć and the gang, who made Japanology bearable.
5. Czesław Miłosz, a writer in whose genuine wisdom I always find peace
6. ...and, despite all, Maciek, who taught me I CAN feel enough pain to let go of something I've really strived to have.

5 artists who inspired you in 2009:
Only 5?
1. *rosalarian - she's simply an amazing artist, I really want her imagination and drawing skills
2. *dantesgirl - some of you might hate her, but her tips were loads of help while improving my OCs.
3. [link] - not DA artists, but... just LOOK at what they do
4. My nearest and dearest, some of which are artists: =z-zither, the utter perfectionist, never resting until he has all aspects of his artwork covered; ~Tencia, who's really awesome at drawings, I can only try to be as good as her; ~necner, who's younger than me and already a professional designer; ~eareniel, who's improving really fast and I can only try to keep up with her.
5. Tomasz Sętowski - for his surreal imagination.


Pick 5 Resolutions you think you'll break:
1. Starting my projects finally
2. Relaxing
3. Exercising
4. Not being over-responsible and not caring about what others think about me
5. Not apologizing

Pick 5 Resolutions you think you can keep:
1. Improving my drawing skills
2. Getting a job (I HAVE to)
3. quitting full-time studies and doing them part-time
4. Finding a better apartment
5. Becoming more independent

Ok, that's that.

MY ICON IS A HAPPY CAT



_{I quickpainted it just now with mouse. It took 15 minutes and looked far worse in big size. New year, new cat, new icon.}

As for me, I'm off to the mountains tonight I can't wait to get there I'm back after New Year. Which wil be on Saturday, I think So I want to wish you a happy New Year and see you then

Also, the last album by Archive rules

Yaay random journal entries!

.... But seriously, just merry Xmas XD Or whatever you celebrate. Or just have a nice couple of days off
I'm leaving for about a week and I'll be offline since Friday morning, so I'm wishing it to you now
Also, have some presents in the form of links:

KITTEN. KIIIIITTEEEEEEN!! And it is awesome.

Not a cat person?
Have some nice old butt humour

No Xmas rant this year, sorry. I'm through ranting on DA . _{(Now I have Facebook where only people I know AND want to read it, can read it XD)}
I'll only say that the only, I guess, good side of popculture is that Xmas is universal now
I'll cut on mentioning the drawbacks though .

P.S. Do ludzi z ~Devmeet-Cracow!
Mnie nie ma XD. Wyjeżdżam na tydzień i będę odcięta od jakiegokolwiek środka komunikacji elektronicznej, z wyjątkiem starego dobrego telefonu. Więc jeśli macie jakiś przyjemny pakiecik zdjęć do wrzucenia do klubu, czy cokolwiek, wyślijcie notkę do ~necnera! On chyba będzie...
A sprawę z grupą załatwimy po świętach
I wesołego jajka 8D
Eee... To jest... Ten, mokrego... Hm, źle to brzmi.
Do nastęnego devmeetu XD

First of all, my birthday showcase again:
because they deserve it. I can't imagine taking these things off my wall, wherever I move XD

Another thing: I went to see New Mo(r)on on Friday, in a group 10 deviants strong. As expected, it was quite hilarious. A couple scenes in particular:

1. Bella being suicidal and sitting in one chair for a couple of months after Eddy left town. We couldn't help but wonder how she possibly was defecating while not moving from this chair. Finally we simply assumed she was sitting ona higher and higher spot every day.

2. Jacob phasing - his underpants sort of flew around in pieces and then they were magically remade into the very same spotless pair of pants after he phased back XD

3. Eddy getting suicidal. Oh the joy of the very FACT that Eddy gets suicidal finally. What I found particularly enjoyable was the manner in which he intended to perform said suicide. He planned to go out in front of people and sparkle in the sunlight, so that other vampires could kill him for breaking the conspiracy. (Is that even a phrase? Break the conspiracy?)
Now I don't know about you, but if I saw a guy sparkling in the sunlight in the middle of some festival, I'd say he OD'd on glitter. Nonetheless, the idea of sparkling oneself to death is quite enjoyable

4. This.
No comments here.

5. The punchline.
Ed: BELLAAAAAHHHHHH. MARRY ME.
Belial:
And then there come end credits.
No, seriously
Overall, it was quite a lolfest.


On another note, there was a devparty yesterday, we went on a small tour de pub with some devmeet people. Was fun.

Another devmeet, and this time an official one, we're planning to do on December 12th. for further info check .

Well there.

Old fart.

[link] on the occasion . For me. From me.

Thank you people, DA ones and non-DA ones, for all the wishes

I'd also like to say to ~Tencia that I've hung your birthday gift on my wall in a nice frame that I happened to have, and it'll be an absolute object of cult in my house now . (Most awesome drawing _EVER_)
Look. At this.

_{Also, I checked my pageviews for some reason, I don't do it more often than once-a-month-ish ooooor when I remind myself they exist... But now I noticed I'd hit 12K around midnight today. Wow, thanks for the tiny gift people}

Also, I want to say something like I should on finishing another year of my existence XD. Looking at this year, I can easily say that, though I still get sad, frightened, worried or unconfident very easily - because I'm just emotional like this - I'm fully, completely satisfied with my life as it is now, because I have everything I could ever wish to have And even more. I'm grateful to the world for this . And I cherish this moment while it lasts.
And I'm saying this because at least someone in this world should be happy with what they have XD. And because I'm aware it can end - or it might've not come to be at all.